So my piano instructor gave me two super hard songs ALREADY for my Christmas recital and I’m playing my first worship song at church Sunday. Ugh to the fact that I have songs that literally hurt my brain if I play them long enough and ugh to the fact that it’s September and I’m working on Christmas music. Also, trying to learn songs on Youtube is a pain in the booty cause they’re practically meant for concert pianists. End rant.
I really feel like I struggle with my relationship with God more than anyone else. Every day for me is a battle. Each time I take a step forward, I take 3 steps back :(
I found out that someone stole my bike AND my dad’s chainsaw in my garage…they are nowhere to be found! Ugh, it makes me so angry how people think they can just go into peoples’ yards and take their belongings. Seriously?? Have some respect for others!! I pay and work for all of my things, so they should too! Now I’m paranoid of someone stalking my house and/or robbing it. I don’t want to be home alone ever again cause I’m afraid some lunatic will break in.